Bad Habits But SO Much Fun!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kR-ygQv45hU

Before my I had my son, I knew I wanted kids one day (I LOVEE kids!), but I wasn't sure if I could have any. My mom had a really hard time conceiving me, and lets just say I felt like I got lucky way too many times. Anyway, I didn't believe I could have any children, and that thought just made me SO depressed. I tried not to think about it often. There's not too many people I have shared that with, but there it is!

Anyway, this is probably one of the many reasons I am so grateful for my son! My little blessing from God. Boy, is he amazing and so much fun! How did I get so lucky?! Motherhood is everything I imagined it would be and more! Yes, there are times when this boy drives me crazy and I feel like I need to run away(far far away)! And there are those days that I miss just having to worry about myself and not another human being. Being a mother is exhausting! Not just physically, but also on your mind; you are constantly thinking about your child- worrying about your child. And if you're like me you also have one million other things on your mind!

Me and Isaiah's father are not currently together, but thank God for him. He is a great dad. He does what he can and needs to do for Zay and he helps me out here and there. Also, my family is GREAT! When I need them they are always there for me. I am so thankful for my awesome support system- this would be a million times harder without them! And to the mothers that don't have as big as a support system, I give them all the praise because being a mother is work and hard work at that!

Ok, sorry for my little tangent- my mind wanders everywhere, but I had to get that out! I know that joining Zay in sticking his tongue out and spitting is an awful habit, but he is so darn cute I just couldn't help myself! In my defense, I DID NOT teach him this.. that was Grandpa! HAHA! I absolutely love these little moments I spend with my son. He is so fun and I am so thankful for him! Just thought I would share!