HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

So, I began today working a 12 hour shift, and I work a 15 hour shift tomorrow, I hear that's a good thing though .. it supposedly means that I'm going to make some money this year, hopefully that's true! Needless to say, I am exhausted!! So this New Year I am going to enjoy my son and my bible from the comfort of my own home. I wanted to attend church, but I believe it'll be easier to worship from home this year.

2013 was a growing year for me! It was overall a good year, but nothings perfect. To list off some of the good things: my son had his first birthday party this year!, I got my first job in five years(so I guess I can't really complain for long shifts, I have a lot of making up to do!), I met pretty amazing people, and fixed (or working on fixing) old relationships. I am working on my relationship with God, and an experimenting vegetarian (story about this to come soon!)

I've grown in many different ways, and can't wait to see how I continue to grow and evolve next year! I am only going to be better, and I am so excited!

My plans for 2014 are to:
-do more listening
-exercise more
-eat better
-less worrying
-more believing
-more trust
-more confidence
-more understanding
-express my gratitude

I think it's silly to wait to new years and have this "new year, new me" idea; this is not that. That list are things that I have started to work on in myself already, and I just want to get better at all! I just want to be a better me overall. I want to be the best I can be. For me, Isaiah, and everyone that I surround myself with.

Thanks for the growth 2013, it's been real.
but I am so ready for this new chapter...
Can't wait to see what you have in store 2014!
Goodbye 2013, Hello 2014.

The Reason My Life Goes Round..

I want to dedicate my first post to my prince, my son, Isaiah Rasul. He is my reason to be the best I can be. The picture provided is old- it's from a few weeks after he was born, he is now 18 months, and perfect! He is learning so much everyday and starting to talk and everything! You never realize how much you can love someone until your children are born. It's a different type of love than I have ever experienced. I would do anything in the world to make sure he is happy and safe. I love that I can look into his eyes and immediately know that I am his world as well. How much he depends on me and trusts me is incredible. Our bond is unbreakable. In my eyes he can do no wrong. My patience does't wear thin (as quickly) with him as it does with everyone else, and I am a VERY impatient person. I KNOW one say he will do great things and I will do everything I can possible to push him to his full potential. I love him SO much. <3



Ok, that was my first sap post to my blog, but I HAD to do it. I had to introduce my blog letting y'all know how much I adore my son, so it doesn't come as a surprise that he is going to be what I blog about 99.99% of the time! HAHA! But seriously, Isaiah is my first child and I am a single mom, so this is ver new and exciting to me (and outside of Isaiah I have no life!) Although, I will write endless blogs about my adventures with Isaiah, I will write about other things too. I was kidding about having no life, I am finishing off my last year of college, about two years natural, learning Christ, and newly a vegetarian! The vegetarian thing is new-for a little over a month now- and it is an experiment, but hopefully I will stick to it and make it a lifetime change...we'll see! So, I do have things to write about, and I will try to keep it as interesting as possible, just stick with me!



*Moment of truth* I am awful with keeping up with blogs. I have had SO many in the past that I have just have not updated. I am going to try my very best to keep up with this one! I will try and post something weekly (at least- if not more!). I hope to not disappoint! But, like I said.. I haven't done this in awhile. So give me a minute to adjust! Feel free to leave comments and suggestions! If there is anything you would like me to blog about let me know.



Well it's late and my son will be waking me up in about six hours whether I like it or not! So, I am going to try and get some sleep. Will be updating y'all on my life events soon enough!